im pms-ing badly. but i dont wanna stop.
no time to do anything once again.
banner till 7 then rushed to collect trophies. took the wrong bus and ended up in queensway, so i finally realised i was nowhere and decided to alight. cabbed back to bukit timah. got even more discount so now its $11 for one which usually costs $20-$30. =))) can take over weng laoshi alr. then cabbed home cause it was 8 by that time and i was too lazy to cross the overhead bridge to take a bus. plus i might get lost AGAIN.
now i know why many say im 'totalitarian'. and now i get how frustrating it is to not know the details of a project fully. i guess it is imossible to know as much and as clearly as the planner, so i should not complain too much. its just that i like to know every single detail and see it through personally so much that even when only the both of us are actually putting effort and doing everything, i still dont feel good enough because im not planning and i dont know what is planned. but i guess eunice has to do the planning since i've got house to concentrate on.
i wish all comm members could be more participative and not just leave everything to the 2 of us, or for house, say u will turn up then disappear. sometimes u all have to ask wad is going on, not expect me or the 2 of us to update u all everytime we decide something. even when we have meetings, not all turn up. its very obvious when u have to pause a while, consult your friend then say u have tuition. and its not just 2 people doing that. hope next year's comm will be better and your P and Captains more attentive to team work. sigh.
tmr's superstar and 3 days later is finally Sports Day. so everyone stop kp-ing me. its just 3 more days.
