fuck i hate myself for who i am. i hate wad i see in myself, wad others see of me. i dont wanna be this way anymore. mass only made me feel better for that moment, i cant stop thinking and reflecting and going over who i am over and over again. i hate times alone, thats when my brain spins and spins like a hurricane, remembering and picking up every flash and glimpse of myself. but wad can i do to stay away from myself?
