its so easy to say that all you need is God by your side, nothing and no one matters anymore. but reality is human nature I cannot survive on pure faith, believing without seeing, even when i have tried over and over again to convince myself.

perhaps im taking faith as the spare tyre when im lonely and helpless. maybe i only started looking and convincing myself of His word because i have no other choice and i want to make myself feel better. maybe i dont deserve His unconditional love, since mine is nowhere near His.
Sigh

1 chapter on electrolysis beats nothing at all. thanks to starbucks, audrey and vic's dilligence, if not i would never have started

if only i could turn back time

jana 10:03 PM