studied with jieying and pat in school till 7 then dinner at long johns again. somehow i crave for that all the time but i decided not to anymore. just had bad bout of indigestion, i actually tasted e fish and the chilli going up my throat. now its still burning, i think its called acid burn or something. eww.
went to lucille's church yesterday, the people there are really friendly. somehow its a trend only in certain churches and its quite saddening. they were having games among all the cell groups there was floor ball and captains ball. however lucille had to forget to tell me to bring clothes and assume i would rather study. felt like wringing her neck but then again its Lent. speaking about which, i felt like wringing myself too. i broke my promise and i ate chicken after 4 days. dint mean it, just reached school this morning and was still sleepy and super hungry so the first warm and filling food i thought of was loh mai kai. i only realised i ate meat when verin started talking about her resolution to be nice for the Lent period. felt so bad, but then again, the purpose of Lent and sacrificing is to give up something i wanna do. if i knew and fell to temptation then i deserve to be slapped. i think i must once and for all proclaim myself a christian, which is the term for all christians including catholics, anglicans, protestants etc. so dont ask me if i've found a religion anymore. because i dont see the huge segregation between eg. catholic and presbyterian. as long as u have faith in God it doesnt matter if u pray using modern songs or u take communion everyday. Jesus stopped and cured even the crippled beggars who did not make the sign of the cross before praying, and who probably could not attend mass or service with the congregation, justlike how the prostitutes at that time were not allowed to step into church. all He aks for in prayer is the Our Father prayer(Luke11:2-4). union in Faith in him is what the Bible calls for but we as christians are already segregating ourselves from one another, wad more non-christians, and their views about christianity?
