finally got my haloscan thing done, after wyncy's sudden "incurred wrath". so comment ya.

prac was okay, night study was even better. so quiet and windy, if only there were tables out in the field it would be perfect.
no distraction today, pehaps its only right to stay away and stop myself?

a sudden urge for VJC again. i think i really wanna be there for just that 3 months. i know its essential if i want to really put it behind me. if i dont maybe it would stay with me for the rest of my life. or maybe i would be happier that way? i dont know, really.

putting the anger behind me really relieved alot of those pent up emotions. at least i talked openly about it. if the gossip has to continue, i cant help it either.

i think jay chou's "Feng" suits my mood so well.
sigh

jana 10:31 PM