Friday
went to rebond my hair. then studied with vic and audrey. did i? i cant remember. anyway i did something after that but i cant remember what.
saturday
omigosh it was kidscentral live carnival. worked for $6/h from 11-8pm. and it was hot and stuffy in that stupid tent facing hordes of little kids who fight to paint the pots and start painting the table in the end. ran out of pots by 4pm but shawn insisted i continued using tmr's pots because the boss was here or something. so i did. so sad la, was hoping to get posted to eyecandy's game. well tmr's pots went out of stock by 6pm and so i helped kid's rock to dress the kids for an hour. but actually im lucky i dint get posted to eyecandy's game if not i would be totally burnt like shilong. ouchh. so creepy. seemed like the whole layer of skin would just flake off anytime. ok then dinner with cheryl and him. and he insisted bball was similar to soccer. and then went all the way to vic's house to eat her leftover bbq food. tsk tsk. forced audrey to come. and then cabbed back with her using vic's money, oh and there was midnight charge haha.and jieying dint bring my coffee, so sad la really. i was so looking forward to my latte when she came with 2 bottles of plain water. idiot. was so tired by the time i reached home. well just as good, i wasnt allowed to wash my hair in case i washed off the straightening chemicals. wanted to die please.
sunday
kidscentral again. i was really in a bad mood by that time. first i couldnt tie or wash my hair. second i was freaking tired. third i was damn hot. fourth i was damn bored. fifth i was feeling so awkward because i dint know almost everyone there la. all poly students like 18, 19. it just felt so wrong. anyway there were no more pots so we used paper and crayons. then this parent commented that the carnival was a huge disappointment. well its true, i thought it cant pass for a carnival at all. there were only like 5 games and they were quite lousy. the day finally ended and then we all left. oh shilong asked for Fu Le's number and i watched eyecandy leave cos anyway, they are just meant for the eyes. well actually i took the other route partially because i wanted to catch one last glimpse. lol!
today
went n recut my hair by myself cause joan has eye infection. so sad everyone's getting it. then lunch-ed with vic, audrey and wan ching. her sense of humour is really alot!then went off to starbucks to study. wanted to study alone but studied with krystle in the end. oh she sold a sweater online and we went to meet the buyer. rachel, michelle, lucille and waimun were there too. i think things are quite different somehow but i dont know whats wrong either. i think i should just let it pass anyway i dont think we would keep in contact after leaving. SAD. i dont wanna leave ij! sigh. then shawn came and i started taking photos and distracting all the other tables. this girl jumped from her chair when the flash went off suddenly, so funny la.

actually quarrelled with mum again just now but somehow she started laughing after she cried then everything went back to normal again. i love reading my old posts seriously. its like reading a diary and reminding myself of my life. if only i can bring myself to really write out even deeper feelings. then i think life would be easier and lighter. right? i mean is that what a diary is supposed to do? ok yes . im damn tired, havent been sleeping. school tomorrow, hope to meet eyecandy. night. bye bye.

jana 1:22 AM