looking at the report on my uncle's death in the papers again i really feel so bad. its not just that he can probably see all my sins but its that im not cherishing my life. he's death was so sudden and wrong. and the bloody firm is fined like only $4000? freaking shits. and now they have dropped charges already? stupid assholes. if only we could turn back time. well but he's probably left this sad world for heaven. i really hope to see him again one day.
