i feel so sad im in my class. i dont feel any closeness at all, everyone's busy doing their own thing. we havent even planned a class chalet before like hello? on the last day of school other classes all stayed back to take photos, wad did my class do? go home study. so what if u get 6, 7, 8 points? to me it means nothing. okay say i am a loser and pathetic. but to me relationships mean much more than like studies. or maybe i just really dont bother about studies. actually i dont feel like i would die even if im gonna remain like a salesgirl my whole life. at least i meet new ppl everyday right. okay say im a pitiful loser i dont care. but i'll rather remain poor my whole life than chasing and chasing after meaningless things because there was a time when i did and i fell. but at least i saw something after i lost this game. but yes okay i know. i need to be more ambitious la. i'll try.
