after a whole long haul of arguments and "f*** you" which i feel so horrid about, we're on talking terms. now im supposed to change him for the better. it hurts, but i guess theres a reason for everything God puts in my path. even if its not, i should make my pain worthwhile. the thing is, im working at 10 tmr, that means waking up at 9. and its 4.30 now. wow. lack of sleep shall be my panadol for tmr. sigh.
the way things work
