i know im not supposed to fall for you, but i did, and more and more everyday. what am i supposed to do. and i dont get wad u are feeling. u act like u care, but u sound like u dont. one moment u come up with a "dear" and in the next, u just say goodnight. at least i act non chalent all the way, that doesnt confuse you. but u make my life so complicated. or maybe its cos she was beside u. well its so convenient for both of you wad. then dont message me la. if u wanna message me, at least give me a sincere one. at least bother to ask about my cut. if u dont care, at least ask how i got it right. u care less than a fren. so wad does that make u? actually i dont know either.
i hope class lunch turns out well. i shall force myself to revert back to the joker and the clown. it works most of the time. sigh. im not gonna be awake mentally and physically tmr. imagine lesson from 8-12. then glass house 6-l1. omg. imagine the crowd, imagine the scary managers, imagine having to serve food and clear tables using standard procedures. thats damn hard, the hardest thing on earth! i'll need all of god's grace to pass through tmr.
what am i to u?
im just so tired.
i'll need all your mercy and strength oh Lord.
