i dont know wads wrong with me, im actually crying over my laptop. wtf. my brother just dunno did wad to my comp and now the cd part is jammed,i cant listen to burmese songs. and i dont know where that cd is, even if i find it, theres hundreds of songs copied in there how am i gonna find it. jb. so im gonna be comp-less for how many days.i hate doing such troublesome stuff. i dont know why im so sensitive today too. im still crying, and i dont even know wad im crying over.

omg he just messaged me. lemme type out his message before replying: "wa tote ma. i am on my way back home. i just caught a thought that u miss me. :D"
"u are so interesting, always message me at the correct moment, tell u next time la. anw, why so late, tired? or u went to kyar gu li. must be =D"
kyar gu li means playboy.
"yeah but i did only thrice. Lol. Gotta go take a bath and take a rest now. Tell me about my instinct next time. see ya. "

okay now i feel stupid, i gave such a caring reply. shit. i should have thought over my answer first.

okay so i stopped crying already, but im still pissed. he went off to buy dinner without asking me, issint that so selfish, like wth. he dint even apologise over the damage done, nor bothered to check out his masterpiece. asshole.

so that means that was really an instinct? wow. if not, then why did he message me. cos he was thinking of me, or he just wanted to lead me on?

i finally caught up with my sleep like from 5-9pm just now.i think my flu improved, i feel a quarter dead. i improved by a quarter? ya.i want dinner, but i have none and he went off without thinking of mine. i dont wanna go down, so far. i dont want magee mee, must wash.

jana 8:58 PM