im finally sick. flu, sorethroat, my ears are feeling weird too, like exploding.

when im sick i realise i really want him to know, to care. even a simple "take care" is enough. sigh. so many things happened today but i shall blog another time.

bottomline: i do bother wad people think of me, wad more those close to him. i dont understand him, i cant spell his thoughts.
i hate hypocrisy.
thank you victoria for being not deaf, though dumb (pun intended, lol). gambate for everything too =)

jana 4:05 AM