Friday, June 1, 2007
by the way, why do people have the thought that once you give birth to someone,the person belongs to you. this is totally totally wrong. your child is PART of you, but does not belong to you. your child means the world to you, but is not your property. your child came from you, but is not you, not yours. a child is not a property, but another life and human being that came from you. dont confuse parent-child bond with possession. love is not possesion. that means that it is already wrong to say "im your mother, u are borne from me so i have the right to decide your life". absolutely wrong. the right phrase is "im your mother, you are borne from me so you should listen to me because i will not harm you". and filial piety does not stem from a MUST. nobody chose to be born. filial piety comes from love and gratitude. some may see gratitude and love as a must to reciprocate, but its also not wrong to say that you are not obliged to reciprocate their love. but of course, most people would, i would too. it just feels rather disturbing to know that your parents see you as a property,and that your rights are their rights, your life is decided by them cos they "made" you. in a sense, only God is the creator. u belong only to God but u still love your parents like they are your life. but u dont BELONG to them. its just like lovers dont belong to one another either, even if their hearts are made up and full of only each other. they are still seperate human beings, no one has the RIGHT to decide the other's life. makes sense? im sure i do. lol.
suntec was shit today. the manager was horrid.accused me of sending wrong bill. yes fine, i admit that i ever mixed up the table numbers but hello?? my first time at your outlet and nobody taught me anything. and she hinted i wasnt helping other stations. omg. yip, zahtun, zayar i'll bet a million bucks many others feel violated because i always go to their stations and kpo. rinaldi has to tell me to double check my station, and my flaw has always been busybody. and please, the stupid station today was only 6 tables, 16-seater.smaller than NVS station C. hello?? she totally ruined my mood. okay but i did make stupid mistakes. i was asking like wheres the tartar sauce when its right in front of me. then i forgot it was platter for one,no mussels, and i happily announced to the kitchen change mussels to fish. embarrassing my gawsh. hahaha. my brain just wasnt thinking. but my limbs were moving kay. like all over the outlet. i think 4 NVS staff can run the outlet perfectly. hahahahahahahaaha.okay.pride is bad.shit this post is so sinful. aarghh. but i need to get it out of my system. and btw, i found out the one that send wrong bill is jeffrey. and btw, the first question that she asked me once i reached the outlet was, you know how to do bill? wa lao eh. i wanted to laugh aloud. but i didnt la. haha. but she's weird. later when the crowd was gone, she started to smile at me. then she said "hope you come again to help." sarcastic or not? not sure. but as i always go, "who cares?". "does it make a diff?" haha. but it was fun in a way.diff style of working from novena or amk.
i must go for pirates again next monday! AK asked for 3 tickets. lets guess who they are for. possibilities:
1. AK+gf+gf's brother
2. AK+gf+him.
3. AK+gf+his gf
4. AK+him+his gf.
i would gladly choose to see number 4.
yes lovesick-bitch-bimbo, i know. just curious can???? its equivalent to how i would choose to see
1. pat with shawn
or
2. pat with shengmao
or
3. pat with didi
or
4. pat with laoren.
hahahahahah sorry borrow you, just example only kay.
omg victoria left just like that. why so stupid, message me like one hour before going on the boat.dumbo. ooh yes, bimbo huh. hhaha. quote from pirate "everyone dont move!i just lost my brain."
hope she has fun in bintan. im gonna see you like only a week later! that is good. finally my digestive system can recover =D
lemme see what else there is to update.just feel like jotting down my life so that i can look back and remember the pieces of me i have left behind. maybe errr, 10 years later? hey i do read my 2003 entries kay.so lame, and so ah lian. with all the "lorx" "hahaxx" "zzzzzz". funny how people change huh. aiya school at 10 tmr. lessons from 8-1pm are supposed to be canceled but theres projects. goshness. my life sucks and im still not earning enough money. arghh.
canoe. should i go? netball. should i quit? can i dont have any cca? yes. then my certificate how? university how? omg.
oh man i need to pray soon, i havent been praying. u know its so easy to backslide, its scary. saturn loves to see christians fall. sigh.
bye bye world