shit. i feel damn guilty, like damn la. shit.cos yesterday, zahtun drank and didnt sleep and so he was damn tired, and like me he worked full shift. at the end of the day,i was super tired and i forgot that he didnt sleep and drank and i said very loudly "dont want, let him mop himself". shit. i really forgot la. omg. i feel damn guilty la, and i was still thinking during supper like why he never talk to me and why everybodyseemed a bit cold. i really forgot. shit. ahhhhhh. i feel damn bad la. i think part of it is also because im afraid of how people will think of me and omg, thats one more sin. shit.omg, zahtun is gonna hate me now, and the est of the boh people, and hit, i actually refused to help zahtun. shit la. and if i apologise, wad if he thinks im hypocritical. omg. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. somebody just kill me. omg omg damn guilty la please.
