sigh. im just feeling so tired of feeling, of figuring out my emotions, his emotions. im sick of the burden of assignments, overdue, undone, yet to come. all the disappointment in their faces and all the shame. i really have no strength, i think im drained, still. i feel like getting out of my life just for a moment or two, forget the things i have to do and have yet done, all the questions in my mind about how he feels about me, wondering and pondering what i mean to him, why he deleted me from his msn. all these things that crowd my mind everyday, all the same answers that i go over in my brain every waking day. can i just stop being me, even just for a moment. i need to go away, but its ironic because i know i've been running away from all my responsibilities for far too long. can i please just dont go on.
tired
