and holidays are finally here- immense sense of relief. i guess wads done cant be undone and we'll just leave everything to unfold on their own. worrying cant change anything right?
the doctor's skin care products are working well, i must say. i just look sunburnt now, thats all.
watched jay zhou's "secret". i think it was by far the best movie i've watched in years. i think it sweet yet bitter. like it encompasses a musician's dream of music that is so beautiful its more important than life. something like that. and i cried at the end, while wyncy yawned. bong said it was good. okay he knows how to appreciate artistic films more than wyncy please. i just feel it was really good. the music was good too.
sigh. feel like god's really far, i dont even know if he's still here.
life seems so empty. i wanna go travel somewhere. maybe take a plane to myanmar and drive to china, take a train from there to russia and europe.its cheaper like that. nah but i'll still rather go explore tibet or mongolia. with a partner who doesnt talk much but appreciates everything as much as i do, and can understand each other mutually without talking. maybe an occasional discussion on life but not yakking away forever. perhaps thats why i like working with zayar the most, we dont talk but usually get things done. he is nice when he doesnt open his mouth. because when he does, its usually a rude remark.
sigh
thinking of learning guitar. okay next pay, i will get one. even if in the end i dont have passion for it, i will enjoy the pure joy of owning one :D
God. where are you.
no, should be: God's child, where are you?
sigh
dont feel like working, im tired.
seeing him on sunday. hmm. dunno wad i will feel. okay shall update about it.
