Monday, September 24, 2007

i forced phyo to read my palms today. he refused to do it properly but he just said 2 things.

first he giggled after staring at my palm, and said he dint realise i was a playful girl. HUH? okay and so im supposed to have 4 serious boyfrens. playful meh?

second, he said i was gonna marry a foreigner.

and thats when i started missing him once more. phyo totally spoke what my brain was imagining;

"wah, what if you marry a burmese?" (cheeky smile)
"NO. i hate burmese guys."
"huh?"
"no la just kidding". "will he be good to me?"
"okay la, normal lor."


still contemplating on whether i should change schedule just to see him on saturday morning.
PROS: i get to see him.
CONS: i'll start missing him again and then i'll have to start letting go all over again.
is seeing him worth the pain? err, i guesso.

i wish i could play the notes singing in my mind. i always say i wanna attempt and learn, but before i even start, i keep feeeling like its too late, it wont work out, and so i give up.

oh yes, met this catholic lady at taka that day, and she was sharing about her late husband and God's love. after that, lone decided she wanted to go to church with me, and we attended half of novena's sunset mass. a pity she said she couldnt catch wad the priest was saying the whole time. but im glad she at least stepped into church. she said she will go with me again, on a weekday when ts quieter.

just went to meet kenneth and lent him $30. $10 to top up his hi-card. hey, if lets say i top up his card using my account, will his bills all start coming to me? sorry but i dont have that much trust in him. btw, he was supposed to be hanged for murder but he bribed his way out in KL. now he says he's attending new kingdom church( something like that) in aljunied, and even invited me to join him. well im really not sure if he's lying, but i gave him the last of the 3 stolen bibles in my house. i dint steal, shawn stole them. LOL. one went to wyncy, one to kenneth, one to myself.

currently interested in Akon's songs. ahhh guess why? they arent that retarded actually. only smack that and i wanna love you are seriously moronic, the rest are pretty meaningful.

jana 4:57 AM