"jana, now then i know that actually piglet is lazy"
huh? wad does he mean? that was the first sentence he said when i walked into the outlet.
shall not bother about wad they say or wad they think. shall not give an F-ing damn.
oh ya, today i spilled one fish and chips. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. and he said cos i wasnt focusing and i was just staring at him the whole time. HUH. thickskinned. but somewhat i think that was the case. lol. cant really recall why too. btw, he looks better looking now. maybe its the hair? but his face wrinkled more, he looks more tired. i think is the stress from work? shall pray for his well being then.
i was mean to everyone today. like the dominant jana ho came out all over again. i was in a bad mood, so i wasnt in the mood to work, and damn, i was doing station A, so needless to say, i jammed at first. then cos i jam,my mood got even worse and i was just horrid to everyone. but then at the later part of it, i worked properly la. i always do things according to my mood, and i think its a really bad thing. however, attempts to better myself just dont seem to work out.
btw, that guy from CJ, the skinny skinny one. always stares when i go to starbucks. whats his name? cant remember, actually, never knew. will make a mental note to ask rebecca or vic. u all remind me.
oh man, i was mean. i am an evil person. ARGHH.
stupid yan naung. but as my nick says: nothingness is probably the sweetest. mm hmm. nothingness means no expectations, no disappointments, ample space and time to think wad u wanna think. however, all these must always always always end with reality checks.
i still wonder how it would be like to go to riverside with him. sit by the stupid vomiting lion, that pukes into the beautiful ocean, or at starbucks. sigh. but then again, nothingness is really always the sweetest, my dears :)
goodbye.
ohoh. please go see my media box on frenster. all my fav songs. and "cradle", the stupid song that he said was for me, is there too. actually he sent celine dion's "i want u to need me" to me too. long long time ago. :( but, it isint as nice as cradle la. cos i think i ever stupidly take it as his promise to me. "dont love u no more" by craig david was the song he hums everyday, every minute in the kitchen last time. nows its Akon's "Don't matter" and "i'll be missing you", but i got a feeling "i'll be missing you" is cos of me. he ever used to sing that till he heard me at spring cleaning. and i still rmb he challenged me about the rap. i just know the chorus, without the rap. hahaha it was a fact la. I THINK.
