loneliness.
i think its a not a boyfriend that i want, i think its more of like a soulmate. someone who knows every detail of your life and cares for you more than anyone else. someone that u can tell every single thing, be it joy or sadness or fear or wadeva else and you know will always be there. its that simple, yet that hard to find. or maybe u arent supposed to find it but to make it happen from whats here.
i think the entertainment he derives is over, probably changed target. believe it or not, i can actually feel him. lol.
i think i should buy a teddy bear. i realised people get more and more mature and grow out of silly stuff ike stuff toys. however, i think im the exact opposite. damn, in my whole life, i never imagined myself even holding a soft toy, and now i wanna buy one. omgosh jana ho. but it feels cute huh. hahahh.
i miss alot of people.
