hmm.
heard a few things about his gf from darlie. (btw, he just came online and i just asked him if he's visiting raymond. and he is taking very long to reply. prob talking to someone else. or maybe he doesnt wanna talk to me.) ya ok, she's short and petite, one or two years
older than him. and darlie said she's the cute type. or did she mean she looked cute like ye's gf? dont know.
raymond is currently hospitalised for gall bladder infection, something close to that, its still kinda like an unknown cause. and yea, i dont know if im just cynical or wad, but i just have this feeling that some people might just be using this as a chance to climb the ladder or for some other personal reasons. but its the first time i saw the soft side of raymond, cos he couldnt help but cry in front of darlie and i. and yupp, im really glad for him that his medical bills wont be a problem. i think wad really struck me most today, was the number of people who genuinely cared for raymond. all the burmese staff, and the headquarters people. its funny how their frenships arent the call one another daily or intimate ones,but when something happens, they all come together and discuss how everyone could fork out a little for his bills. or perhaps all i saw was a facade? or perhaps im just cynical yet again. but i know i wouldnt hesitate to contribute. yea so maybe that also makes sense why they wouldnt,since even i wouldnt hesitate. ok nvm.
sigh.i've been missing him all over again because i want to.
i havent praying nor reading my bible. this is bad! ok i'll start with raymond tonight for my prayers.
sigh.
