i had alot of time on my hands but i dint choose to do what i should have done. i guess it was selfish cos i forgot to think about others and the fact that not everyone sleeps late like me. im glad i apologised, i think i should say sorry to the rest tmr too, but its seriously so hard. since when i say sorry? okay from now on, i will make it a point to humble myself. i dont know what my apology felt like; hypocrisy or sincerity but i guess i know thats what god expects. okay, learnt a lesson today. i have to stop being selfish and be sensitive to others needs even with regards to the smallest details. wahh so hard sia. oh yes and stop bothering about how others view me as long as i know im right, or if im not, i'll need to change for the better. damn, why so hard one. this is the ultimate need for god's grace seriously.
sigh.
this seems to be the only word i can use to express anything. the irony is i dont even know why.
sigh"heal my heart and make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen,
show me how to love like you have loved me.
break my heart for what breaks yours,
everything i am for your kingdom's cause,
as i walk from earth into eternity"
