i was listening to my playlist on friendster, when it came to "cradle". i havent heard it in months.

i was abruptly magnetised to (if theres such a phrase)the start of the song and i was wondering what song it was that gave me such a piercing feeling till the first words were sung. thats when piercing started to change to hurt, still whirling with that undescribable emotion thats always present before a defined emotion. u know the kind thats always there before joy or love or sadness or anger. its like building up a wall or a surging rush of water. eveything i just typed is LITERAL, those are the best words i can use to describe.

perhaps the piercing part is the special emotion attatched to the song and it only turns to hurt when i realise its our song, thats if u can even call it ours. perhaps the hurt is psychological, its just that the song is already attatched in my heart's emotion chamber and i decide to label it as hurt.

there was really alot of lessons learnt. he took all the faith and trust away, he stamped the probational report titled "men are jerks". i'll never love another like the way i did to him (thats if that is love), and its probably because the next time round i wouldnt give my heart anymore, and i'll be prepared if something like this happens again. somehow it seems that special feeling wont happen again, nobody else can find it back for me, not even him. it was then and there in that space in time with that self-impressionalised yan naung.


Atomic Kitten - Cradle

I will rock you like a baby, i will, cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger, shelter you from harm
There will never be another lover treat you like I do
We can drift into forever, on a love thats made for two

Don't you ever say this love's not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one against the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live one day without your love

I will kiss you like an angel, baby, cradled in my wings
I will take you up to heaven, show you precious things
If you promise that you love me, if you promise that you care
I will be here for you always and forever this I swear

Don't you ever say this love's not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

Though you say you wanna love but you dont think you believe it
Just open up your heart, and you know you will recieve it, oh baby

Baby

Don't you ever say this loves not special
Don't you ever think it's not essential, baby

I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of you
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin', oh baby

jana 3:51 AM