im trying, just not hard enough. im rather amazed at how not even shame nor guilt is enough to spur the change. a leopard will never change its spots?
i guess only god's grace can pull me through. only the love from him that i dont deserve has the strength to help me or anyone else to stand up.
"dont bother what others think, be yourself."
i guess it depends on the situation. if only you are a hundred percent sure what you wana do is right in the eyes of jesus, theres no reason to bother about other's opinions. i guess the answer comes to christ again. human wisdom is never perfect, neither is human love. will u hesitate to donate both eyes to your blind mother? i guess only God could do that.
everyone's busy, what about me? im not sure what to define as busy. life seems like a long road lined with similar trees, im like a regular honda passing by, at a speed of 60km/h, perhaps? its like a bee that has lost its sting, flying straight past fields of white roses.
you know or not?
i just wanna sleep 48 hours straight.
