"Premonitions, premonitions. These visions you have..."
"They are of pain, suffering. Death."
"Yourself you speak of, or someone you know?"
"Someone."
"Close to you?"
"Yes."
"Careful you must be when sensing the future Anakin.
The fear of loss is a path to the dark side."
"I won't let these visions come true, Master Yoda."
"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not.
Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is." " What must I do, Master Yoda?"
"Train yourself to let go... of everything you fear to lose. "
how true a statement on letting go.
when i saw u running across the road, suddenly i was so worried, that u might fall or get knocked down. then i realised i do love you like a sister.
yesterday, xiumin was saying like how 4 of us would be able to remain good frens till old-age, if disputes dont arise. then i started pondering, how close were we actually. how much of me they know? but i must say, i feel comfortable with them, much more than with joan that time. and more than many others too.
life is a horrid matter, and so, live it for christ. if not, you'll never find the reason to live on.
"dark period of the soul".
issit happening to me, or has it always been this?
i wanna accept jesus in my life. u know, i wanna FEEL him. but then again, "blessed are those who do not see, and yet believe." and thats why we are called to have FAITH. its just so hard, issint it? sometimes, i just wish to see him, clearly just once, and then live for that moment forever, live for him forever. but then again, that bargaining with god. and like what pastor ulf said at city harvest semon that day, god doesnt take bargains. HE is THE LORD, not us. WE are the SERVANTS. and yet, he loves us much more than our earthly fathers do.
religion crisis is a teriible matter, cos its all gotta do with FAITH.
sigh.i gotta start praying, and having quiet time.
