today, the best thing in my life happened. these were the words that aaron spoke while praying over me, through the holy spirit:
"this is what the lord wants to tell you.
in this world, theres not so many coincidences, every step is in my plan. you'll accomplish those things if you do it my way. you are a woman of talent, of great visions and dreams (smth smth) if you're willing to walk with me, you will be like Esther, walk with me and i will provide you with great abundance."
and so i just went to read book of Esther. if u dont have a bible:
http://www.christnotes.org/bible.php?book=17&ver=kjv
the issue on coincidences has been on my mind and the biggest question in me since the day i could speak in tongues, 2 years ago. even when this cell group appeared in my life, i still felt everything was so co-incidental. when aaron started off his first sentence, tears started flowing. i knew this was the holy spirit right here with me. when he said everything is planned, people that are in my life right now flashed through my mind, audrey, yan naung, fish and co. i always felt i wanted to help the world and find eace for them. i think i've written in my past posts, that i just want to help people find peace and joy and perhaps im just deciding to be a christian so that i can do so. and when aaron said, do it my way, i knew God was telling me this is the way, jesus is the light and the only way.when he said walk with me, i just felt such strong joy and gladness that i am loved and he's with me.
one day, i will be able to hear God's voice loud and clear. i'll be praying that i'll be open and this faith will grow. i know i will, because he will use me fully one day.
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The Book of Esther shows the choice we make between seeing His hand in our circumstances in life and seeing things as merely coincidence. One can be assured that His plans will not be moved by the actions of mere evil men. One cannot but to see the Almighty exerting influence over King Xerxes timely insomnia. The silent love language our Father often uses to communicate directly to our spirit is shown in this book.
Esther proved to have a godly and teachable character that also showed great strength and willing obedience. In short, Esther was very different and this caused her to be elevated into the position of Queen. She shows us that remaining respectful and humble even in difficult if not humanly impossible circumstances often set us up to be the vessel of untold blessing for both ourselves and others. We would do well to emulate her godly attitudes in our difficult positions. Not once is there a complaint or bad attitude exposed in the writing. Many times you will read she won the "favor" of those around her. Such favor is what ultimately saved her people. We can be granted such favor as we accept our situation in life by utilizing her example of maintaining a positive attitude, coupled with humility and the determination of leaning on God and seeking His will and favor in our circumstances. Who knows that God put us in such a position, for just such a time as this?"
- adapted from
http://www.gotquestions.org/Book-of-Esther.html
i just invited yan naung, hoping that the book of Esther comes true in here. oh btw, someone else alr invited him also. but i know it is in His plan that he will one day get to know christ. i gave all the 100 i have in my wallet for offering, but i know i will receive many folds over, even 10 folds, like benn's testimony :)
