today bible study was good. felt the holy spirit moving. but in a way, im not yet convicted if what i prayed for Abel is from the holy spirit or from my analysis.
PRIDE. but then again, if it was analysis,
He gave me the wisdom, not myself. and 90% of me feels its holy-spirit inspired. i felt the warmth leh! but of course i felt the spirit too. its that 10% of pride thats holding me back from prophesying for Him properly and really to let God speak through me. arghh
pride. im gona pray about that.
PRIDE. i gotta try and be slow to speak, fast to listen. i see a 1% change in me, the other 99% flies away when im speaking of issues im passionate about. i always forget to think first!
CGL or DIALECT CHURCH. cgl because i wanna save souls for jesus and i wanna lead and nurture members who are gonna all bear fruit. dialect church because i feel like helping the elderlies. i was pretty sure that dialect was my calling till discussing about cell growth today. theres so many things i wanna do! but i guess dialect church is THE ONE. i'll pray.
friendship bonded by christ is good. if only i could have the best of it. i'll pray.
you cant have what God doesnt intend to give to you, will go find the verse that says that. and so, let go! sigh. pray!
oh what a peace we often forfeit
oh what a needless pain we bear
all because we do not carry
everything to god in prayer
