my heart beats in sorrow
depression fills my soul
lives i've reached
souls i've reaped
yet none is from my family
bitter tears of jealous wrath
mistaken lies, deception of love
O Lord you promised blessings will rise
yet none has reached nor brought me bliss
perhaps my pride, Lucifer's toy
stripped and claimed my salvation of joy
i wanna go back to that land of peace
when there was only you and me
your promise is my vision
your faithfullness the solution
till the end i'll keep reaping
in your hands i trust my everything
Almighty God
Everlasting King
all praise be to the Prince of Peace
Alpha and Omega
Lord of all things.
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sorrow,
burdens,
bitterness
very first note punctured and pierced
God of Ages
bringing glory
tears of confusion
choke my throat
like Noah's flood
ferocious mass
the dams of angst
collapsed and crushed
where are u when emotions go
where are u when faith erodes
where are u when i need u most
when u saved and redeemed yet left me alone
"Oh fool of the Earth
can't you see
trials and trails i prepared for thee
your heart and fire
dimishing
i have come to mould you and to lead
for your purpose is great, my plans have forseen
trust in me and abundance i give
walk with me
i'll show you the way
walk with me
i'll give you my grace."
