Monday, June 23, 2008

Colour of My eye

did i mention
the world seems to be grey
sailing clouds and flashing lights
they seem to be grey

did i mention
life seems to be blue
fleeting memories, blinding thoughts
they seem to be blue

did i mention
love seems to be white
plain they start, blank they end
they seem to be white

did i mention
my eyes seem glassy
drops of dew stir and brim
it seems to smile
come on, lets rain it down.









im writing a letter
im writing a letter to myself
im sketching
im sketching a picture of my thoughts
im painting
im painting a vision of my life
im thinking
im thinking of how much has passed me by






look, clouds!
baboooo they roll and cry
sometimes it comes to my mind
maybe they love to cry
maybe perhaps they are alive
or maybe its just my thoughts drifting in the sky
lets give it a wave
maybe they'll come down and give me a ride






gaga. someone say whoosh!
ah hah. i see a mirror in my wound
and someone goes splash!
booooo. i smell some salt like a seaweed squish
gagoooo. baboo
but i dont feel painful
woohoo. must be the spirit's river,
pinch my eyes,
booooo. its numb.
must be the spirit's river
booo, i dont know
must be the body's thermometer.





did i mention
i wanna see some skies
did i mention
i wanna paint some clouds

maybe i wanna climb a horse
gallop past pink trees
skip past green pastures
flow past cool streams

did i mention
i wanna do something
did i mention
i cant mention it
did i mention
theres too much going on
did i mention
maybe there issint at all.








sigh.
i got inspiration in my soul
its flowing like a river called Shoo.
shoo the nasty one
shoo the painful thoughts
shoo the annoying peeps
shoo the bitter warmth
i think i got inspiration in my soul
im gonna call it shoo
Shoo cos im writing u off
shoo cos, sorry
only jesus allowed in my room.




bahh.
enough of writing poems
i cant stop typing
maybe i should scribble
add that little warmth to my thoughts
a little friction would do some good
cos when there issint
my pen seems too good
my heart feels too smooth
and i fall ever too soon
and i wither ever too true.
maybe i should scribble
enough of writing poems
lets stop.




i cant stop
my finger's tapping to the disco tune
my mind's locked in the heat of noon.
i gotta stop typing
i gotta stop writing
i gotta stop dreaming
but i cant stop

i cant stop
my hearts rapping to that midnight tune
my soul's running for that kiss of dawn
i gotta stop thinking
i gotta stop yearning
i gotta stop dreaming
but i cant stop







tell me why
why do clouds roll by
tell me why
dont they ever wanna cry

oh actually they do
you see that rain from the sky
mr cloud wants to run dry

tell me why
why do clouds wanna cry
tell me why
dont they ever think they'll die

oh actually they dont
you see that rain from the sky
mr cloud doesnt die

so tell me why
why are there Ys and why are there Zs
dont you know alphabets run dry
just 24
our hearts do die.



shalalalala
a flower goes pink

hualalalala
a grass goes green

falalalala
my heart goes red

hoolooloolooloo
nah maybe its grey.





hello!
lets get the fire burning
gotta stop the raining
gotta start the pumping

hello!
gotta keep out the raindeers
get a puma dear!

hello!
lets do something
gotta find my great big daddy
and hello! he says

look on your right
HELLO
look on your left
HI
look on your top
HEE
look down
oh.
he's carrying me.



and therefore,
here i stop thee
oh finger dear
i stop thee
my mind says sorry
too much thinking
my heart says
sorry
too much dreaming
and my shoulders say
sorry too much sitting
and so finger dear
i stop thee
no more no more
absolutely




okay and lets start again finger dear
with something that beats His DNA.
here u go little mind
here u go little heart
Mr finger quotes pastor kong hee:



Standing in awe of Your grace
Setting my feet in Your ways
Entering into Your presence
To behold You face to face


God of all Heaven and earth
Holding me in Your embrace
unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh..God I stand amazed



My Jesus, My Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever You go
Wanna be by Your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving You for all eternity


My eyes set on You
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let Your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I'll follow You
I'll follow you










how beautiful,
its true
my God bled for me
my Jesus died for me

oh God,
how wonderful
you gave me your all
you gave me your soul
Now i stand before ur throne
pleading for mercy
crying for you

draw me near
i wanna see you
slash your servant
i wanna bleed for your will

i know u love me
i know u care
i know u watch me
i know u see

so now i come to you
pleading for your mercy
crying for you
i wanna see you
i need you
jesus i love you
jesus i wanna know you
jesus i want you
jesus i need you
jesus i love you.










more than ever
a song rings in my soul
a cry for you
i wanna thank you

you've held me in your palms
tended me like a Father
yes u are my Father
my only perfect Father

more that ever
a song rings in my soul
oh God
let me run for you

more than ever
a song rings in my soul
God dont let go
i'll run the race for you

more than ever
a song rings in my soul
sweet jesus
you're the love of my soul.









oh jesus
my heart belongs to thee
with you i am safe
in you i am redeemed

oh jesus
my heart belongs to thee
let me love you with every inch
let me know you like never before
come and live within me







in times of need
Your love shines through
Your love shines through
to the other side
Your love shines through

in times of pain
Your glory shines through
Your glory shines through
to the other side
Your glory shines through

in times of fear
Your name shines through
Your name shines through
to the other side
your name shines through

in times i lose myself
Jesus shines through
Jesus shines through
no longer I
sweet Jesus
shine through.

jana 3:18 AM