Oh and waddefuck. I feel fucking dumb hearing him laughing or I dunno what, let's just call it responding to some fucking comedy or wadeva. Like whaaaaaat do u reallly care, its just about ur own authority and making urself and me feel like as if u have authority but I'm so sorry u fucking don't to me. I never really seen u as a father so what the fuck. Damn fucking dumb to realise I might e the only one so affected by this when u justt fucking watch ur motherfucker tv. I'm about to go further than curse with words and I might just start cursing in the content itself so I'm gonna fucking stop this effing post cos its wasting my fucking energy and emotions to actually be the one feeling anthing. U know what, I'm strengthening my heart so fuck off.
