How even paying for my education is a competition. How he has to resort to role playing to fit in. How the front and the inside has such a huge gap. It is sad, to marry a person whom character can't coincide with yours, who's way of living, giving is different, who's values and desires are far apart. Its kind of sad to suspect and be neglected by ur closest ppl. It is sad.
Its even sadder to note how similar we are.
And I do feel sad for him at times. For the lack of respect for him, the gossiping about him behind his back, having no one to know or believe his side of the story, not being respected by his wife. It is sad.
It is sad for her to not be able to be at rest. It is sad she can't be truthful about matters all the time. It is sad the kids don't trust everything she says. It is sad too.
Life is a lifetime of... Sadness, learning to be indifferent, walking with eyes closed and heart numbed in the decisions u have made.
Character is like the cornerstone of all u build. If u can't change the cornerstone, at least choose the right bricks and cement to go with it. If not, u'll just be crushed beneath the weight of all that's placed and glued wrongly and having no gaps among ur debris to even touch sunlight.
