Yupp, its my fault. I've done wrong, I don't have a good character.
Jana, in every way, it is okay.
Its okay. Live.
It is ok Jana.
When is it gonna end?
It might never end. This might never end.
I live. And after this life, I still live. I keep living, and everything done and said here will live too after this life.
No, I have never regretted all I've given and seen, no I will not turn back from here. No I'm still moving forward.
Day by day.
Step by step.
Inch by inch.
A tear by a tear.
A cut by a cut.
Wound after wound
Breaking after breaking
And yes I walk alone. If You are carrying me, I certainly can't feel so. If You're walking with me I'm certainly not surprised by You and Your silence. Hands kept away.
It is a lifetime and yet another. Which will never end. Lol who knows, I might not even see Your face in the end. (The end that is infinite. It will be this way infinitely. Depressing, no?)
I can't, I have nothing to say to u. I open my mouth and no word comes out. God. And I weep, and it drains all I have left, and I fall asleep on a pillow drowned with what's left of me and I wake up, eyes dried, throat dried. And I continue. And its night after night.
And I keep going, night, after night.
